I WILL NEVER LOOK BACKWARD ANYMORE!!

We are really broke up this time. I won't look back and hope for any single thing from him anymore. We ended up by a call last night. Actually I was having a yum cha session with cy last night. We decided to go find him to have a clear talk. So when I reached his house, I called him. He didn't answer my phone call until the second time I called again. But when he picked up the call , I had put down de. So I called and called again, but he had switched off his phone. After 5 mins, he called e back. I told him that I was outside of his house. But he answered coldly" Why you come? I'm not free and not at home". He was in Malacca now. He chased me back home. When almost reached my house, I called him again and asked why he wants to keep hurting me and what he is actually want. He just said that " U are so annoying. Even I want to sleep now , also you still disturbing me. He said " I don't want anything, Its clear enough, its clear enough " . Although he doesn't say out the word of breaking up but he is actually meant it. He said he loves to work rather than spend time with me. He dont want to see me or hear my voice anymore and just cut off the call. I was totally hurt by each word that he said to me. I did cried. And I was so lucky that cy was there for me last nite. It will be a night mare for me. I deleted all his pic, message and his phone number. And I am stop using the 016 line and passed it to cy.

Awaken this morning by fears and pain. Let me remember this pain and stop fooling again.