People asking me why I still love him after he treated me bad. At first, I really don't know how to answer them. I've asking myself too, why I still like him so much. I couldn't find the answer.
People asking me what had made you missing him so much. I did think wisely about what made him so special in my life. I couldn't find the answer too.
People telling me that it's time for me to let go of him because he is really not worth it. I am repeating in persuading myself to accept the crucial facts. I coudn't solve the problem .
People telling me that they are so heart broken too after listen to my story. I am so sorry for their feelings and caring. I know that they just want me to own the best but no the sadness. I couldn't do anything on it too.
I love these people. They are always the stars that accompany me throughout the unhapiness and even giving me support, hopes and dreams. I knew that my life is not only him, and I still have my family and friends. I am really appreciate to have them.
Every night before I get into sleep, I'm telling myself should forget him and have a new start for my life. But it usually so opposite when I get up from the bed next morning. Then I will have a bad mood for the whole day.
I should stand up and make myself more independent. I shouldn't keep thinking the past. The past is only can be a part of my memories. And these memories can used as a lesson and make me grow up more.
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