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I was very doubtful yesterday bout whether should ask him out to settle our problems. Finally, I texted him for dinner. I didn't tell him that is actually a discussion because I 'm sure that he will avoid it.He was so happy and replied me asap.

So we met up. ( I know u gals will started mumbling on me now, especially the tall lady among my group, hahaha). Throughout the night, he was very careful in whatever he did and speak cause I didn't showing my lovely face. I got so many things to tell him, but till the end ,i ate up all my words. Our problem is still a problem. Although from the surface we are still look good just like last time but now I am trying to let go some of my feeling and dependent on him. I scared to be hurt anymore.

While on the way back home, he asked me " Do you think that I couldn't provide you any security?" and I answered "yes". Then we had stopped our conversation. I dont know why everytime I just couldn't speak out what is on my mind. Can anyone teach me..sigh