Follow My Heart

I received a text from him last nite , 9pm.

J: B back to KL de?

But I never reply him. Someone told me not to reply him, never and ever. The other told me maybe he wants both of us cool down on past few days that's why now only he texts me. Whatever the answer is, I just want to follow my heart now.My heart told me not to bother his message. Not to response his text. And I am telling myself that not to be regret on the decision that I had made. No matter whether we will be together or apart, the best idea now is not to hurt myself anymore. I had borrowed some books from one of the friend. Whenever I feel missing him or feeling lonely, I will read those book. Recently I am reading a book title " Loving him without Losing you". I think it's quite a nice book. It can help and teach me how to love and treasure myself more.For those who are now or going to involve in a relation, they should also have some idea in loving your man while not losing themself. In the book it mentioned that, no matter how strong you are, once you found someone that you love, you slowly will losing yourself and some specific characteristic of your own. So gals, beware and not losing yourself in a relation.